Thursday, December 27, 2012

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Keith

I titled it "Keith" because he is still here. Just living day by day is getting more and more difficult as you can imagine. Actually, most of you can't imagine it as I hardly can. I thought I knew what the caregiver went through because I watched my mom care for my dad at home for six years. But as much as I remember trying to help, I did more watching than helping. That's because you can't help as much as is needed for the 24 hr caregiver. Believe me, I have several family and friends who are trying and I thank you for that. Praying for strength and wisdom is my desire from you.

Now, back to Keith. While he needs help getting dressed, blowing his nose and many other small things  MSA is robbing him of, he can eat, enjoy music, watch tv, and play Farkel . And this point leads me to the title. Keith is here mentally and would love to play a game of Farkel with you. Like I have said, this is a fun way to be with Keith though he does like to win. If he loses he may want to play up to 3 games. It depends on how weak he is at the time. Or if you want to watch part of a football game, that works. I know I have limited time in the past for company, but now it is different. It is time to say your goodbyes. We believe this will be his last Christmas. Though the Hospice team concede they are not God, they are helping us see what Keith and I already feel.

I am sorry to deliver this sad news, but I want you to know.

Have a wonderful and blessed Christmas,

Love,

Pam and Keith