Toxic poisons

We talked to our Natural-path Dr. yesterday and she reminded us that the toxins Keith has in his body are coming out of his pores and may results in the symptoms he's been exhibiting.

Here we have been looking for signs of his detox working and it is right in front of us. Because Keith felt so sluggish, tired, malaise d, a little "down", can't walk well and somewhat housebound I was very worried. She was very re-assuring, however, as these symptoms are what she expected. She asked if he was down because of the weather. I told her, "No, just I am!" She said I'm not alone. =) So, the detox continues.

We have a beautiful ramp built by Dave and Clint and painted by Ernie and his buddies. Be aware if Ernie calls, he may just bring you along to our home to work! We thank you all. The ramp is so nice and the grand- kids like running up and down it. The best part is that Keith was able to ride the scooter also up and down (sometimes with those grand-kids following him in such a cute way.)

Off to buy some non-toxic soap for Keith and a special brush for "skin brushing," which he now adds to his routine.

Looking forward,

Unfair to Kristi and family

Since I talk about being as honest as I can, it is about time to clear the air. I'm afraid Kristi and her family took the blame for what should have been the disease, MSA.

When Keith got so sick in Oct. and had to quit his job, there naturally was a desire to blame anything or anyone. Even after studying the affects of MSA, I wasn't aware of what its destruction could and continues to cause for not only the one with it but also all of us around it, especially the family.

I want to apologize to Kristi, Jose and the girls. I love you guys. You are hard working and I brag about you all the time. Guess I better tell you! Dad and I are proud of you and your family.

I know this is a little personal but I started it when I began sharing. Hope all of you will let us continue to be honest about what our family faces living with MSA. I only pray that Clint and Kristi and their families have each other and more to lean on because Mom and Dad at this point are a little distracted. I can only imagine what they are going through. And honestly, most of the time I have to stop my mind from imagining it.

All I can do for now, but still expecting a miracle

With love

YOU

Alright you guys. I now can't officially keep up with all you are doing for us. I find as I sit down and think about the day that I've missed saying thank you to someone. There have been cards, food, visits, fruit, movies, games, time and energy given to us to which we are humbled.

Picked up Keith's wheelchair but like I said, that man can be stubborn; smart and safe, but a little stubborn. He now has 4 pieces of equipment and not using them much. We must admit, however, that using the wheelchair for part of our dr. appt. made life easier. Our foot dr. said Keith's balance is affected by his lack of toe movement and he is not willing to give up on Keith gaining strength and flexibility in that toe. The exercises take a lot of will because getting his brain to make the toe move correctly can take awhile.

My hope is that Keith will not be house bound now and will have a better quality of life feeling comfortable going out.

Off to get some paint for the wheelchair ramp. Love you all.

Loads and loads of love

So many of you came over and offered even more than love; food, beautiful plants, and time. There are too many to name. Some of you don't even want me to say thank you, but you know who you are =) and we do thank you.

Just wanted to let all of you know though things get tough we know you will be here to help us through.

Blessings to you all.

A Bad day followed by LOVE

I sometimes feel that people only want to hear good news from me but I want to be honest. So feel free to stop reading now. It's ok. It's hard to read, I'm sure, because it is hard to live.

Yesterday Keith realized that he is closer than he has ever been to not being able to walk. This realization really shook both he and I . We cried, we prayed, we talked of possibilities and we tried not to be afraid of the future. We know that the Lord loves us and will provide whatever we need. It was soon to become evident.

You see, we had 12 people come by and visit and encourage us. We were trying to be strong on our own, but it was only as soon as we were willing to share our realness, our fears, our sadness, our hurt, our losses, that we were surrounded with this love. Our friends and family came immediately. They were willing to play Farkle with Keith. That means a lot. Like I said, a 20 minute game of Farkle is just about the right amount of time to visit Keith because he gets tired. I finally saw a big smile and heard his laughter. Thanks all of you.

Also, we want to thank Rod and Andy for helping with yard work. Thank you Jim for coming when we needed you.