Oh, if only I could not vent in front of all of you, I might feel better. Oh, if only I would blog when things are going well. I could then prove to myself and the world that I am strong. But no, I post blogs when that which inside me has to come out. I do not feel strong, but these past two days have felt your strength and better than that, Keith's.
I will try to let you know how Keith is doing. Difficult at times, as the energy it takes for a lot of communication is draining. I want to talk and talk and talk to him because he is my strength, my best friend and husband. He gives such wise advice. I do push (encourage) him to speak when it concerns important issues like our family's needs. I want Clint and Kristi to hear from him as much as possible while they can.
All for now, Hopefully Clint will add more pictures. Thank you for reading. =)
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Good News/Bad News (may be hard to read this one, sorry)
Hello everyone,
The good news of course is that the car wash was such a fun and successful event. The bad news is that I can't thank all of you individually. So again, thanks =)
Recently, I read about this husband who lost his wife a year ago, May to MSA. He says as the time went on he found himself blogging less. He had some specific reasons that I don't want to share with you but I can relate to what he said. Though we try to stay positive, our life is truthfully, not so fun. But are we suppose to have fun? Do we automatically deserve a fun life because we were born? I wish it were so. I soooooooooo want it to be that way. Day in and day out is becoming mundane. No, not everyday, but most. Yes we have some company but that has dropped off. Sometimes necessarily, as Keith is getting tired in new ways that don't show to others but do to me.
I'm venting as you can tell but also recording Keith's disease progression. You guys are not responsible for making us feel better but I thank you for trying. I don't know what we would do without this beautiful home we get to live in. Each day we are filled with love from all who live here. We get to hear sounds of laughter from the grandkids who live here and others who visit quite often. Precious ones! Sometimes, I feel that our heaviness hangs like a cloud over all who are near us. I don't want them to have to share it but they do want to help and for this I am grateful. I am also able to do some jogging and bike riding. This gives me a much needed break. Then I think about Keith, sometimes wanting to cry. He is getting out more but many times he is to tired after dr or PT appts to go anywhere. He does love his mochas and many times we drive through MacDonalds and get one. He is still one of the best MSA patients around. He only takes one med and is maintaining some upper body strength.
I think I am down in the valley, no maybe just a small hill since it can get harder if the Lord has that in His plan for us. I need prayers. My devotional time with the Lord is great but so often interrupted for Keith business that I feel quite disjointed. I could not, however make it without His word and your prayers.
All for now, I'm sure the next blog will be more fun. =)
The good news of course is that the car wash was such a fun and successful event. The bad news is that I can't thank all of you individually. So again, thanks =)
Recently, I read about this husband who lost his wife a year ago, May to MSA. He says as the time went on he found himself blogging less. He had some specific reasons that I don't want to share with you but I can relate to what he said. Though we try to stay positive, our life is truthfully, not so fun. But are we suppose to have fun? Do we automatically deserve a fun life because we were born? I wish it were so. I soooooooooo want it to be that way. Day in and day out is becoming mundane. No, not everyday, but most. Yes we have some company but that has dropped off. Sometimes necessarily, as Keith is getting tired in new ways that don't show to others but do to me.
I'm venting as you can tell but also recording Keith's disease progression. You guys are not responsible for making us feel better but I thank you for trying. I don't know what we would do without this beautiful home we get to live in. Each day we are filled with love from all who live here. We get to hear sounds of laughter from the grandkids who live here and others who visit quite often. Precious ones! Sometimes, I feel that our heaviness hangs like a cloud over all who are near us. I don't want them to have to share it but they do want to help and for this I am grateful. I am also able to do some jogging and bike riding. This gives me a much needed break. Then I think about Keith, sometimes wanting to cry. He is getting out more but many times he is to tired after dr or PT appts to go anywhere. He does love his mochas and many times we drive through MacDonalds and get one. He is still one of the best MSA patients around. He only takes one med and is maintaining some upper body strength.
I think I am down in the valley, no maybe just a small hill since it can get harder if the Lord has that in His plan for us. I need prayers. My devotional time with the Lord is great but so often interrupted for Keith business that I feel quite disjointed. I could not, however make it without His word and your prayers.
All for now, I'm sure the next blog will be more fun. =)
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Friday, June 8, 2012
Herald Article & Van Pics
Also, check out the new wheelchair accessible van!
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Car Wash Fundraiser This Saturday!
Hello Everyone! This is Clint (Pam & Keith's son in case you didn't know!).
I have heard from quite a few people who plan to come to the Car Wash Fundraiser this Saturday! It should be a great day!
The info about the Big Event is:
What: Car Wash Fundraiser for Pam & Keith Johnson
When: Saturday, June 9th, 9am to 3pm
Where: Oso Lumber Parking Lot
I have also heard from quite a few people who are unable to come due to living out of town or because of prior plans, but still want to help out.
I know that any help you want to give would be greatly appreciated by my parents!
Their current address is:
7305 E Heather Way
Everett, WA 98203
Thanks,
Clint
I have heard from quite a few people who plan to come to the Car Wash Fundraiser this Saturday! It should be a great day!
The info about the Big Event is:
What: Car Wash Fundraiser for Pam & Keith Johnson
When: Saturday, June 9th, 9am to 3pm
Where: Oso Lumber Parking Lot
301 E Stanley St
Granite Falls, WA 98252-8440
Why: To Raise Money to help pay for a wheelchair accessible van
Granite Falls, WA 98252-8440
Why: To Raise Money to help pay for a wheelchair accessible van
I have also heard from quite a few people who are unable to come due to living out of town or because of prior plans, but still want to help out.
I know that any help you want to give would be greatly appreciated by my parents!
Their current address is:
7305 E Heather Way
Everett, WA 98203
Thanks,
Clint
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